just read "her" blog. felt somewhat emo and i almost cried. its really been very long since i talked to "her". i still remembered i gave "her" those little gifts - from a small keychain to an ice cream cake. how much time and effort have i made on her. i don't know, and did not regret giving them to "her". if i can go back in time, i believe i will do the same thing as i did before, but in a more matured state. i apologise i was young and naive then. now i am no longer that hot-tempered guy that you used to know.

re-opening of my blog also means that i have changed. maybe good or bad. but at least i am sure of one thing: i did keep my promise, now and in the future. many rants, whines and agitation from our conversation. i can't believe how you managed to ignore me that time. haha. i think after posting this, you may change your blog address or set a password lock to it. it doesn't matter, because i want people to know that i did not regret liking you in the past. last time i used to think that God was unfair to me. but now i know that God gave me this challenge to make me a better person.