My birthday is just over, same goes to OLTC. Lots of thanks to all OLTC participants who wished me happy birthday yesterday and on sunday. Thanks ah, make me all wet while playing water bombs. OLTC this year has been a tough ride, its not easy to handle a group of participants after all. Every night only manage to sleep for about 3 - 4 hours. Going to end off this short post then go catch my sleep already.

I finally understand what I really want in life. Its not all the riches or wealth that I want, but someone who can truly understand and love me for who I am. But when I want something, I will usually hesitate. I am afraid of failures, afraid of losing friends whom are close to me. That's why when I like someone, I already know what I want but I will hesitate because I treasure the friendship. One wrong step and the friendship might be lost. I need time to brace myself and be mentally prepared to accept failures.